sleepyskin's Diaryland Diary

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two very small hands

things are about to go terribly wrong.
I know it in the way he fucks me
(or not-fucks me)
I know it in the way I look at him with half-hate, half-dread.
all this time spent away thinking it's better, it's better to
be alone with thoughts when the world
becomes textless.
when really, I was safe in this world I built myself, with my
two very small hands.

2:13 AM - April 01, 2003

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