sleepyskin's Diaryland Diary

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randomly take me away

tonight we toasted
to our fallen boy our
fallen angel who
is there always.

we run to the bathroom so secretive so
stealth and sure that
no one knows or is assuming
of what is going on.
it's been so long and only a small amount
will transform my body will
make me the person I always
want to be.
I swore I wouldn't do this I swore
this had all stopped but
he haunts me he haunts me he haunts me and
it's everything he'd hate.

I watched the casket go down I
watched him go down to the ground I
wanted to scream,
"We Can't Leave Him Alone!"
but we left him alone there in the cold ground the cold
ground gave way to his body and I said good bye.

and here I am, in some
random bathroom on some
random toilet top with
some random chunk of drug that will
randomly take me away.

3:57 AM - December 02, 2003

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