sleepyskin's Diaryland Diary

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might think you love me

the drive home I was silent.
if you had been more than unreal I
would've held your hand or
turned my head from the road to tell you
I think I love you and maybe
you'd say 'I think I love you, too.'
but you weren't real, although the road was
and I sang along to familiar words and I
pretended I had you near me.
somehow the break in the days has been
a break between the fantasy-like reality we had constructed
suddenly you aren't as pretty and suddenly
I'm not as wise and
I hope that if I stay away one more night that maybe
you still might think you love me.

1:05 AM - November 20, 2002

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