sleepyskin's Diaryland Diary

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I am there

devious and the mistress of deception
I am not.
however, this past week has been overflowing with
little little lies and such
as to not give away my perpetual need
for approval.
I didn't expect to wake up in a bed
other than my own.
I didn't expect that after two hours of
neo-christian-versus-me debate
that he would bed me.
but he did, and I let him.
his sharp and sudden little moves
did nothing for the excitement that should've been present.
instead I went through the motions just to appease
and hoped that he'd roll over and sleep.
but he didn't.
and so my uncomfortability thrived on my insecurities and nobody won.

denver.
the other side of the rockies.
you won't find me for at least a week unless
you look hard at the
Northern Lights and listen
listen to them sing.
I am there.

10:40 AM - August 21, 2002

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