sleepyskin's Diaryland Diary

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we both knew much better

itchng to fly to run to
to be somewhere, anywhere but here.
remembering...you propped up in bed
sickly sounds escaping your lungs
(I told you not to smoke so much)
your sweet concave chest, I'd rest
rest my head there momentarily
just to tell you how bad
you really sounded.
the blinds held daylight out
as best they could
the window ledge moulding from winter wetness

there we would lay
on any given day
maybe a good day
and I would be completely enraptured by you
pull you back to bed
pull you into me
question your love for me
because of my need.

in the same room I collapsed on you
crying, begging for you
for you to say
it wasn't so
but it was.
my suitcase(s) were packed and
you said I'd be back
but I think now that
we both knew much better.

7:21 PM - July 24, 2002

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