sleepyskin's Diaryland Diary

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not enough to feel release

so I wish that things would've transpired entirely
differently tonight
I wish that I was on highway one heading west
in a van full of people I don't know
I wish I was back in Vancouver with the friends
I miss and love
if only temporary because
they are in a band and
bands are sexy.
I wish that an old love would hold me and
that a past lust would respect me enough
to stay past the first set.
the bottoms of my jeans are soaked as is
my hair, my shirt my
everything
and I'm so lonely that driving home I half-cried
but not enough to feel
release.

2:28 AM - August 16, 2002

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